December 2008
i hate myself so much for believing i even had a chance.
what chance do i have when everyone’s got their own lives but no place for me in it? what does that make me, someone with no personality, just a girl who is convinced her life hinges on these few people who really just don’t care?
i don’t know but one day, every day, when i open my inbox i pray that someone, anyone has...
“Maybe she’s not the most beautiful girl in the world, and maybe she’s not the...”
– (via littlemiss) (via amandoline) (via skysignal)
i’m reading this book, Perfect Match by Jodi Picoult. It’s nearly 1am, and I’m reading it in the light of the computer screen as I wait for megavideo to buffer more of the Bones episode I’m trying to watch. I’m gonna kill my eyes this way, just you wait and watch.
This boy, Nathaniel, in the book. He’s scared of bees and he’s at camp. He sees his...
““I’m good at disappearing. I don’t have too much of aproblem...”
– quotexwhore
““Here’s to all those girls who used to be his number one.
The ones...”
– (quotexwhore)
“I don’t know” means “no.”
“I don’t know” means “I’m too cowardly to tell you...”
– (via littlemiss)
i am confoozled, happy, cutting classes and confoozled.
life is good.
everyday should be a holiday (from real, but i’ll never get outta reality so let’s forget the from real bit, shall we?)
RAB NE BANA DI JODI WAS AMAZING. FREAKIN’ AMAZING MOVIE. i loved going with tenzing too. <3
on another note, does R not want to talk to me? cos i said hi to her online and she signed off and her gmail acc is still on. obv she’s invisible. which is freaking me out. does she know about what i was saying to bob yesterday? cos that would…make me sound like a backstabber when really, i don’t mind...
snuck on to the terrace just now, to watch the moon shine. it was so bright and the air was so clear. the moon’s suposedly the closest it’s been to earth in 15 years. i’ve lived on this planet for just 14. i guess i could really aim for the moon, huh? ;P
i even pretended to reach up and touch it. i amuse myself.
today was a decent/good day. stupid friendship politics and splittings, but i know i’m sorting it out because i spoke to her today and we know what’s going on and we spent ages on the phone too and i just know that i’ve cleared some of it up but there are still huge misunderstandings and i anticipate a huge fight.
hmmm. after ace today, i went to the mall (IN MY UNIFORM) with my...
“I’m tired of being this person, being expected to fall into the format,...”
anyways.us →
let's turn this dance floor into our own nasty...
i feel sort of motivated. i’m gonna start study session ONE (numero UNO) for the day at 1200 hrs, that is in like half an hour.
hopefully i can get something DONE this time.
and i’m also slightly weirded out because i’m not sure whether i’m flirting with this one guy or not. i don’t even know what flirting IS and what it entails of. am i flirting? am i not?...
lace up your sneakers;
it’s 11:25 pm and frankly, i’m not interested in sleeping. i’m trying to figure out how things got this way and what i can do. i know i’m not supposed to try and fix things that aren’t broken, or at least not very badly broken cos you know. it might be just a little cracked and if you mess around with it a little too much it could end up having this gaping ravine...
“she’s not like that now. she knows better. she knows now that people lie...”
– __quotexwhore on LJ
